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In my heart now...all I can think of is you!! I cant really study even though my exams are just these three days!! Seriously, you really brighten up my day especially today when i first opened our message! really!! i cant stop laughing about it! you really give me motivations to do things that i wont do!! Its only a day that we didn't talk and it makes me feel that i left out something throughout my entire life!! I REALLY MISS YOU!! i finally found out that you are the one that will give me happiness and always be by my side!! i don't know whether are we really compatible or you just want us to be close friends!! i seriously do want to know what you are thinking right now!! but all the matter is that...I just want to be with you!! you mean everything to me right now!! all of this i said are all from my small little heart! however...this little heart will grow bigger when i am with you!! i know you are not ready!! but no matter....i will wait for you!! even though i wooed many girls before but somehow they don't really belong to me. when i first met you...i felt something that really brings us together!! but i dont what it is!! but all i hope is that we could be together!! I will wait for you!! and if we are together...you will be my first love that i ever had in my entire 19 years of my life and i will...cross my heart...treasure and love you till I step out of this world!! I really really miss you!! :(
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
"sigh" why am I always be the one who is lonely and suffering from depression while I see others get their dream soulmate and staying happily together!!! WHY WHY WHY???!! Can't I just be given a chance to change everything!!! I really really really hope the day will be soon!!! Please!!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
WOOOOOW!! Its been a very very very very very long time that I didn't update my blog!! Seems dead!! Even the blogskin is still the same!!! However, I think this blog is like my personal diary!!! Because seems like no one will come and see it!! No matter what, I am gonna post!!!Finally exams are over however its also the end of my first year in NP!!! Most of all, I gonna miss all my class mates in T11 like my brother, Suffian, who has always been there for me when I am in need, Fidy, Qiao Ling, Ain, Zenice, Stephanie, James, Kang Meng, and some others!!! Really gonna miss all those fun that we had spent!!! Even though I just mixed with Fidy's group during 2nd Semester or should I say at the end of 1st Semester!! Not only that, I am going to miss my L03 friends like my mummy and brother, Hafizah and Firdaus, and Suffian's darling, also Hafizah, Sara, my godsis, Pearle, Andrew and their group, who I always love to spend my time with, mostly is Firdaus who has been guiding me along during lectures and brightens up my day with his jokes and teases!!! Gonna miss those best times!!! Without them, I won't be what I am today!! Oh yeah!! Not to mention that, I gonna miss Susila and Reubban, who always brightens up my day!!! Thank you guys for all those great memories!!! Really appreciate it even though we had some little conflict or fight in between during our first year, but I won't forget you all even if we have to change class or lectures next semester, because you guys are the best!!! *SOB SOB SOB* If it is not for you guys, I will confirm will change my course next semester rather than staying in Nursing!! You guys made me stay and make me feel that Nursing in L03 and T11 is my second home!!! I also want to apologize if I had treat you guys badly and hurt you guys!! Really sorry and I wish I could take all those back!!! You guys ROCK!!! Especially spending my final time with the two Firdaus and Suffian playing soccer after our last paper!!! Hope there is another soccer game!! If have, do remember to call me!! I will try my best to be there!!!Now, I am waiting for my class, T11, class outing at East Coast Park!!! Gonna spend every single moment preciously together before we don't see each other!!! And I have to personally apologise to my brother, Suffian, for not able to stay overnight!!! I really do want to stay but I have no choice!!! Think you should know about it!!! REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY BRO!!! In my mind now, I really really wish that we do not need to change and stay what we are now until we graduate!!! Its like breaking us apart!! And I don't want that!!! I guess you guys out there too don't want to change!!! REALLY GONNA MISS YOU ALLL!!!!!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
What a f@!#ing start of the new year I have..seriously...First of all...receive a bad news from my friend which made me lost hope in myself and started to make me cry just before I was about to tuck into bed. When I woke up on the next day, became sick. Feeling Nausea and Feverish. Moments later, my friend texted me telling me that its all a joke. So after hearing that, I felt kinda better. So I did have a proper sleep. Today, when I went to facebook, I saw something that is not suppose to be known, so all those joke was a lie? Is it? Doesn't matter what happen, I just wanna say my final sentence that the Glenn you know, will no longer be the same again. Even no though how hard you try to cheer me up, I will still stay as emo as ever. Thanks for the "joke"! Was having about to have a peaceful recovery, but it seems its not! So for now, I will just walk alone!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Finally I gotten my very own Apple Mac Book Pro!!! Soooooo HAPPYYYYY!!! HAHAHAHAH!! However...there is still something missing!!! I really hope whether I can get this chance!!! REALLY!!! I DO!!!
Monday, November 2, 2009
Wooooooww!!! Its been a long time since I last updated my blog!! Have been rather busy because of school and SWS Youth Performance!! Really damn tired!!!
However...I can finally rest a little as the performance is over and it went pretty well I guess!!! I hope the disc is out soon!!!
Today...went out with parents and sis to catch This Is It: The Michael Jackson's Movie!!! It's really damn awesome!!! But I almost cried when he sang certain songs!!! As he is my very first idol in music!!! And he had to go so fast!!! :( Michael!!! We will miss you and you will forever be in our hearts!!! The King Of Pop!!! Long Live The KING!!! Love Lives Forever!!!
Alright!! I think I am suppose to sleep now!! So...that's all people!! Ciao!!!
Sunday, October 18, 2009
WooooooW!!! Its really been a long time that I didn't update my blog!!
"sigh" why must my holidays end so fast!!! "sigh" next Monday will be my first day of school and in my mind now is to continue to compose drum covers for random songs that I want to make!!! However...in the end..I only did one and it really sucks...first...it sucks because I made a lot of mistakes and secondly...my camcorder had just ran out of memory space when it is about to come to the end of the song!!! ARGHHHH!!! Initially...I thought of making a lot of drum covers and post them on youtube!! But it seems that I can only do so after my upcoming SWSYO concert or on my next two weeks holiday!! Which I can't as I already planned out something for this special person of mine!!! She is my only piority in my head!!! I hope she would give me a chance!!! Because now...all my heart belongs to her only and no one else!! REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS HER SOOOOOO MUCHHHH!!!! :(
Alright!!! That's all folks!!!
"NO matter where you go or where you are...I will always and always be there with you!!! Because I love you and miss you soooooooo muchhhh!!!"
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Finally!! Four days of attachment/work are over!! Dead beat after each single day!! But somehow...I miss some of the patients that are in the ward and the room I am in as some of them are discharged and some are transferred to another ward!! They are nice and fun to talk to!! Okay!! Enough of that...made a few new friends who are in the same ward as I do!! Had fun working with them!!!
Okay...Its time for me to have my sleep!!! DEAD BEAT!!!
"Te Quiero J!!!!"
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I finally made my final decision and everything in my mind is cleared except the person I confirm going for!! She is the only one I will not forget!! Because she will always be in my mind as long as I live!! The person is non-other than...............(If you wanna know...ask me personally!! but...it depends on whether if I want to tell you who is she!!! HEHEHEHEHE!!) And I raelly really really really really really really really really MISS HERRRR SOOOOOOOOO MUUUCCCCHHHHHHH!!!! I AM SERIOUS!!! My heart belongs to her!!
Hope she accepts me!!! REALLY!!
"No matter where you are!!! I will always be there for you!!! The reason is because I care and love you a lot!! "
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Past few days ago...
Was feeling damn depressed!! Though I am a 18 year old guy...I cried for three days straight because of this feeling I am having!!! (If you wanna know the reason...ask me personally!! This is to those who doesn't know why I am feeling this way!) It really hurts a lot!!! And this happen to me for the 9th time!!! STRAIGHT!!! "Sigh"...why must this always happen to me!!! :( So..while I was sad...I went through with all my past photos and I suddenly miss someone!! (If you wanna know...ask me personally!! But depends on whether I want to tell you or not!!!)
So..That's all!!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
WOOOWW!! It's been a long time ever since I update my blog!!! There's like spider webs everywhere and a lot dust as well!!!
Well.....Finally Exams are FINALLY OFFICIALLY OVER!!! "Three CHEERS!!!"
Alright..But I didn't expect to be that happy!! Because for my MIC!! I think I did really badly and was scared whether will I need to retake it next semester due to stress!!! REALLY!!! Because when I was doing the Short-Answer Questions, my mind went blank!!! ARGHHH!!! But heck care about it!!! IT'S TIME TO RELAX!!! ENJOY!!! DO WHATEVER I WANT!! AND DON'T THINK ABOUT STUDIES FOR SEVEN WEEKS!!! LOL!!!
Okay..after exams today, went out to catch Final Destination 4 at Vivo, which I think it sucks!! Because its the same story as Part 3 and it only made my ears go deaf!!! Due to the loud speakers!!! Not only that, sad thing is that my earpiece, the left side spoilt!! :( Really sad!!! I only can hear my music only one side!!! NO FUN!!!! After that, head straight home and it's game time for me!!!
That's all about today and the rest of the day of stressful revisions and exams!!!
"wherever you go...''
"wherever you are..."
"I will always be by your side..."
Because...
"I LOVE YOU SO MUCHH!!!"
Friday, August 7, 2009
"am i really thinking too muchhhh????!!!! does my thoughts i am thinking are true???? I really do not know what to doooooo!!!!! will you accept my feelings for you???? serious!!! I hope we are together now!!! I really missssss youuuuuu soooooo muuuuccccchhhhh!!! my heart and feelings about you are all true!!! I wont go for other anyone else other than you because you are someone special to me!!! and you are the only one, the very one and only person that I love!!! AND I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!"
"Love has no boundaries!!!! and deep down into my heart............I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUUUU!!!!"