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Today...
Went out with Eelin in the morning to catch the movie Red Cliff and the show was super nice. After that, we went to Far East Plaza to sell my games, Need For Speed ProStreet and Soldier of Fortune, but I can only sell my Need For Speed ProStreet because the shop had already had too many Soldier of Fortune games in stock. After that, went to Long John Silver to have our late lunch.
After our lunch, went to meet up with the rest of the band members who are going to Tiac Woo's concert. When we reached at Dover Control Station, Eelin and I only saw Yi Xiu and gang only, so we waited for the rest to arrive. Few minutes later, Sery and Deon came, then Khai Seng, then Jasmine, Felyna and Mandy, then Kai Wen and the rest. After meeting up with them, we all headed to Singapore Polytechnic concert hall.
The overall performance was great!!! After the concert, all of us except Eelin, Farhan and Gwen, went to Jurong Point to have our dinner and all of us went separate ways. Khai Seng, Hua Dong, Janice and I went to McDonald's will some went to Long John Silver and some went to Pizza Hut. After our dinner, went to meet with Yi Xiu and the rest at Long John Silver, and we went walking around the entire Jurong Point.
First, we went to Toys 'R' Us as Hua Dong, Khai Seng and I just follow the girls. After a short while, the three of us, the guys, went out to wait for the girls. And I want to know who put my hoodie over my head when I was not looking. After that, we went to another toys department, but the guys, waited outside the store while the girls went in. After that, went to Give A Name, and the same thing, the guys waited outside while the girls went in. After that, all of us headed home.
Had loads of fun today and hope that could cheer me up a little.
That's all about today.
IMY SSSOOO MUUCCHHH!!!
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Seems like people are asking me why am I emoing...BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!
The answer to all of y'all questions are that I am still emoing, but not as bad as last time. Its like 60% emo 40% happy. The reason is...I can't tell y'all unless I tell y'all personally or see from my mood or either I just can't tell y'all. Don't know whether this emoing will last as long as I died or will be gone sooner. But I really do hope it can end sooner as being emo can make you do stupid things and it really sucks.
"Sigh"...When can this be over??? WHEN??? WHEN??? WHEN??? "Sigh"
I think I am going back down to the darkness again or stop in the middle of both sides.
MAN!!! Hope..REALLY REALLY HOPE...it can be gone sooner and forever!!!
IMY!!!
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Think I am going to continue to climb back up again...
Today, went to watch The Dark Knight and its super nice, I don't mind watching it again. Really want to watch it again, anyone wants to join me??? Then after that, went back home to take some clothes for tonight's dinner. After gotten our clothes, we went back to my uncle's house and a few hours later, we went to have our dinner at one Mexican restaurant. All of us ate quite a lot as we ordered a big number of different dishes as this is our first time going there. Ate a lot of jalapeno peppers, known as Mexican hot pepper, and everything was damn delicious.
After That, went back home.
And Thank all of you for giving me the support for choosing to climb back up!!! I appreciate all of the tags y'all had tagged me. THANK YOU!!!
IMY!!!
Hope you can be by my side!!!
ILY!!!
Friday, July 18, 2008
MAN!!!
Wondering whether should I continue to climb back up to the bright side??? Wondering what will happen if I do "it"???(To those who know what I am talking about...not the dirty type) Wondering whether to stay emo forever and to act happy in front of others or to stay happy??? Wondering whether this darkness around me will be gone??? Wondering how long can I take it i staying in this darkness????
ARGHHH!!! MANNN!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!!! Stressed up with this wondering!!! How will it take???
"If you are reading this and you feel irritated or annoyed of what I said...I am Sorry..REALLY REALLY SORRY!!!" (this is to the person of my life)
IMY SOOOOO DAMMMMNNN MUCCCHHH!!!
ILY
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Man!!!
Should I continue climbing back up to the bright side or just drop back down??? Seems like I am stuck in the middle of going back up and dropping back down to the dark.
Man!!!
When can this darkness be gone forever??? WHEN???? WHEN??? Can it be sooner??? Or will it be later or will I be staying in the dark forever???
Should I do it OR should I not do it??? If I do it, will ____ ignore me for life or what??? ARGHHH!!! MAN!!! What Should I DO!!!
"I really ___ _____ so damn much...."
ILY!!!
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Hey Y'all...
Trying my very best to climb back up to the bright side. Last Sunday, went to the Band Fiesta at Botanic Garden. Monday, went to Coffee Bean at Jurong Point to teach Sery Maths. Deon joined in and saw Yi Xiu and her friend Kendra. Today, was my O level Chinese Listening Comprehension, and it went pretty well but made three to four wrongs.
Past few days, was repairing my laptop after it jammed last Friday, and sad thing is that, I lost everything in the laptop. Videos, music, chat logs, etc. are all gone. DAMN!!! And I need to reinstall everything back and I need to ask my uncle to reset the Internet connection for his place or else I can't use the Internet when I go over during the weekends.
So...That's it...
"Should I do it" or "should I not do it" ????? ARGHHH!!!
And I really miss ___ a lot!!!
ILY!!!
Friday, July 11, 2008
"Sigh"
Think I am going to fail to reach back the bright side. Seriously, I am really really trying my very best to reach back the bright side, but I think I may not reach it soon and I may stay in this total darkness for a long time. Though y'all might see me laughing, smiling and all, actually I am trying to get over the depression I am having, but after that, the darkness comes back. If y'all want to scold me beat me, whack me because of me being depression (A.K.A) EMO!!! Y'all may do so because maybe I could reach back to the bight side.
Thought after watching some videos of my #1 Idol, Joey Jordison, and also Slipknot and RoadRunners video and practicing my sticking and all might cheer me up, but after watching them and practice, awhile later, the darkness comes back again. "Deep Sigh"
I really want to get this darkness away, but how??? I really want it to go.
One more thing that bothers me most is whether "Should I" or "Should I not"...(If those who know what am I talking about..I need your advice and all) PLEASE!!!
That's it....
ILY!!!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Today...
Went to Jurong East Library with Khair and Khai Seng to study. The three of us wanted to study but in the end, we used my laptop instead as I was helping a friend to do a proposal. After that, went to town to get Vania's birthday gift. The three of us walked from Far East Plaza to Cineleisure. After getting the gift, went to a food court as I owe a treat of Ice Kachang to Khai Seng. So since I am owing Khai Seng, I mind as well treat Khair a drink for his time taken to accompany me to town. After our drink, we went back home, but I suddenly left Vania's gift at the food court. Luckily we are still near Cineleisure, and I ran all the way back to the food court, and luckily its still there. "PHEWW!!!!"
After that, we settle ourselves back home. Once I reached home, went to do the proposal for a friend of mine.
That's all about today....
"Not matter what other girls say about me about liking me...I will not take them as you are the only one that will always be right inside my heart...I swear..no other girls can be better than you do..."
Saturday, July 5, 2008
"Deep Sigh"
MAN!!!
Past two days, was trying to reach the bright side and it went quite fine yesterday until I met up and saw some one that made me remember what had happened last Thursday.
Today, went out with my parents as my dad needed to get a new phone. So we went to Marina Square first then went to City Link HMV as I wanted to find two disc, but they were out of the market already. Then after that, went to VIVO to get my dad's new phone. Once at VIVO Starhub, my dad had his phone changed and not only that, my sister also bought a new phone. A LG Secret, and we agreed to share it until I get my new phone at the end of the year as during that time, my contract had expired. My aim is to get a C905, which is a 8.1 MP phone with all the features that I need. After that, went to Zara and bought a new pair of skinnies and a t-shirt.
Thought today I could feel a little better after the things I got, but I tried and tried, but it doesn't go to what I had expected. Hope tomorrow I could cheer up.
And last thing, no matter how much I am going to try, I will not give up as you will always be in my heart and forever will be in my heart. Even it takes me a life time to get you..
Thursday, July 3, 2008
"Deep sigh"
I think I will be emo again, but this time will be worse than the previous times. Think I gonna fail for the third time in a row. Thought I finally chose a perfect person, but I think it may not come true. Thought after my friends that gave me their support and prayers, I could get that special person, but it seems that it may not work. But I really thank to all my friends that gave me their support and prayers, but I think the treat may be given in a long time or even may not be given at all. I apologise to those who had supported me and giving me your prayers. I am really sorry.
I really can't stop crying and thinking about what had happen today. The feeling really hurts a lot than it used to be. And the feeling made me feel like giving up my life because of the total depression I am having.
When can this depression and emo feeling can final be put to rest???? I really want to be happy with the perfect person beside me. But I think I may also like forcing that person to be with me. ARGHHH!!! MAN!!! What should I do??? What kind of person am I???? What am I doing???
Seriously man, I really can't stop crying and thinking about what happened today. Hope this could end sooner. REALLY HOPE!!!!
If y'all still want to tag to give me more support and prayers, y'all still can do it!!! Thank y'all so much if y'all tag. THANK YOU!!!