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Today is not really my day...
Today is the meet-the-parents session. Before that, went for band to explain the percussion Section Leader to both Mei Hui and Kenneth, but I appointed the Main Section Leader is Kenneth and the Assistant Section Leader is Mei Hui, but i forgotten some pointers of a Section Leader because I learnt quite a number of them from my past seniors like Nadjmi, Yan Qiu and Melvin, also from the conductors like Mrs Chee, Mr Chua and Mrs Chia, and also from Mrs Gan.
When the percussion started to have sectional practice with Mr Chua, we could not find any extra scores for National Anthem, School Song and Thank You For The Music, and from what I saw on Mr Chua's look, he was frustrated, but he didn't say much about me because I had already step down and he wants me to rest because I had already done a lot of things. I called Benjamin and message him for scores, but he did not reply and answer any of them and I was damn frustrated already because I need him to pass all the scores down to the juniors. (Benjamin and to all percussionists..this is a reminder to bring all of your scores to pass down to the juniors and is a MUST.) After that, went to look high and low in the library corner and the percussion locker, but there wasn't any single score. After a few hours later, I suddenly fell asleep when looking at my juniors practicing and I was embarrassed as my junior, Kenneth, saw my mouth open quite big, but not that big. After I was embarrassed, I went to learn together with the juniors about Rudiments and it is a Grade 3 test, for them. In the end, I asked Mr Chua for a copy for practice because one of my dreams is to go to NAFA for music course and become a musician in future.
After band practice was over, was the meet-the-parents session. I was damn nervous as I am scared whether I pass my English. When it was my turn, I already had a bad feeling about it. When I sat down, Mrs Bala opened my report book and told my dad that I need to buck up on my English and humanities because my maths, science and accounts are very strong. After that, on the way home, met up with an accident where my dad's car being ram by a van, but I had no reaction because I already met one when I was very young, but last time was worse than this, which made me go under a lot of checks in the hospital and multiple injections. Not only that, I need to stay a night there.
What a bad day for me...
Hope tomorrow when I got my new pair of drumsticks, I would cheer up.
So that's all about today...
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Damn..
Being sick sucks, had diarrhoea for the past two days and had this stupid sore throat and flu. Yesterday, went out the whole day with my family. From Orchard Road, Isetan Scotts, to Wheelock to get my Acics shoes and I stayed there for quite long as I could not decide which shoe should I choose until everyone in my family vote, even the workers vote also. HAHAHAHA!!! In the end, finally got one of them. Then all of us went Vivo City. Didn't have much energy then, so I had leg cramps, back aches and I was so damn restless. When we got there, the men went to our section while the ladies went to theirs. Walked the whole of Vivo City and I finally got a white t-shirt as I am running out of them. After that, went to Tangs as my dad want to find a pair of black shoes and I sat at one corner as I was not feeling that well. When we were having our dinner, I didn't much appetite because I bought my food and I only ate a few mouth. After that, we continue walking around Vivo City and its already 9+. After our walk, we decided to watch a movie, Vantage Point and it was about 10+ and all the shops were closed and there were a few people. Scary man!!! First time walking in a big shopping mall with all the shops closed.
When its about time for the show, I felt a little hungry and bought a hot dog to eat in the theatre. The show was super nice, but it kept on repeating with different point of view. Overall, its nice. The sound effect was super effective until when they fire a gun, the feeling is like hearing a gun fire beside you. After the show, all of us went back home and it was already 2 in the morning.
That's all I gonna say about this past two days...
(Man..I wanted to talk to you..but don't know why I can't even say a word to you..I really miss all your greetings..smiles and all...)
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Today..
First thing in the morning, went to take the classroom keys, as usual, and took my Chemistry Ten Years Series to study the test for today as everyone in my class is studying it. When got in to the class, took my Ten Years Series and went down to the concourse to meet up with Kai Wen to wait for some one. both Kai Wen and I sat at the concourse stairs area to wait and Kai Wen kept on going in and out to see whether that some one has arrived. Both of us sat there for like 15 to 20 minutes to wait for that particular person to come. When that person came and walked to the class, Kai Wen and I walked behind that person, but I was busy studying my Chemistry test, and when that person stopped, the both of us stopped as well, but it took quite some time for that person to continue walking, both Kai Wen and I went the other way and once we went the other way, that person continue to walk again, but this time, I slow down my pace. Kai Wen went all the way up with me to the third floor as my class is nearby and I saw that person at the table outside the Student Council room, but I did not look as I was still studying my Chemistry. DAMN!!! I really missed that chance..
OK..that's it about what happen before school starts..
When the first period start, which is Chemistry, a teacher came to relief us as our chemistry teacher is away on a course, but the paper was quite simple as I remembered almost everything that I studied. After recess, was my Physics Practical Test and my mind was kinda blank as I don't quite get the question of the test is saying, but I read quite a number of times and finally understood it. The test was easy, but I made one stupid mistake. I pressed my calculator wrongly as I was suppose to divide 55 out of 42, but instead, I subtracted it. DAMN!!!
After school, went to meet up with Sery and Khai Seng and we went to the band room to put our bags down and went down to eat our lunch. After that, we went back to the band room, and I took my sticks and went to the band store to play some rhythms on the drum set. I played some of my solos that I created myself, and once I finished playing, I was perspiring like hell and went back to the band room to cool down and took off my shirt, but I was wearing my PE t-shirt inside. I kept on going in and out of the band store to play the drums and walked around the school as I was super bored. When band practice started, the percussionists were being sent to the band store to practice their SYF piece for next year, and both Kamarul and I went to teach both Kenneth and Hakim, but we teached them for awhile and we kept on going in and out of the band store. When we went to take a drink, I went to ask Audrey what happen as she was feeling down, but Kamarul taught I was flirting, which is not true. After our drink, when those who are needed to play for the ensemble piece for Speech Day, all of us went in to play. I must say, we played quite well today. After our ensemble practice, the rest of the band members came in to practice the National Anthem and the School Song. Both Kamarul and I were persuading both Kenneth and Hakim to play as the both of us had already stepped down from band, but worse is Hakim could not play and the piece was super damn easy, so I told him and Kenneth to watch both Kamarul and I play the pieces first and the next time is their turn to play.
After playing both the National Anthem and School Song, the band was thinking of a song to play after the morning assembly, and the band wanted to play "Thank You For The Music" and I told Kamarul that I wanted to play the drum set part, and he agreed to let me play. Was totally happy. Thank You So Much Buddy!!! After the normal band practice, some of us stayed for Alumni practice. This time, I played solo as Yan Qiu could not make it and Nadjmi is still away from Singapore. Overall, I had fun, but was bored as I was totally alone. After Alumni practice, the seniors, Khair, Khai Seng and I went to eat at our usual place, "Mr Teh Tarik". HAHAHAHA!!!
After our dinner, the juniors, Khair, Khai Seng and I, went back home as we were feeling extremely tired after a long day. When I reached home, I quickly took my bath and laid on the bed as I was super damn tired.
OK..That's all about today..
(Man..WHY!! Why I always miss that chance??? Is it because of the shyness..ARGHHH!!! MAN!!!)
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Man...Feel like blogging but nothing much to post here..
OK..Yesterday was super tired as I didn't have much sleep the day before and I was in a rush in finishing all my homework including my LIVE project. After school yesterday, went out with Hakim to Jurong Point to find Step Up 2 soundtrack for me and The OC season 3 for Hakim. When we board the bus, we met Hafiz, our ex-4N2 classmate, and the three of us talk all the way, but mostly is Hakim and Hafiz do the talking because both of them talk in Malay and I don't quite understand a word they say. HAHAHAHA!!! When we reached the interchange, we waited for Shi Han to arrive and we go into Jurong Point together. In Jurong Point, all of us were discussing on where to eat as Hafiz, Shi Han and his girlfriend wanted to eat at Subway while Hakim and I wanted to eat at Long John Silver. So in the end, Hafiz joined Hakim and I instead. After our lunch, the three of us went to Popular Bookstore to buy our stuffs for LIVE project and foolscap paper, and I met Kai Wen on the way in. After that, we went to MJ music store to find our discs, but only Hakim found his. "SAD!!!" After the whole thing, we all settle ourselves home and I went to top-up my bus card and when I gave my card to one of the worker, they told me why am I paying for adult fare and they told me to call the operator to find out about it and I called them and told them everything, and they told me that they will reply me in three working days time. Once I reach home, I quickly started doing my LIVE project.
That's all about yesterday...
Today..I also had the same tired feeling as I really didn't have enough sleep because of the LIVE project and some other homework to be done yesterday. In class, can't really pay attention on the first two periods. After school today, Hakim and I followed Faiz to the post office as he need to post something for his mum in Australia. After that, all of us went home, but luckily today we didn't have much homework to do. HAHAHAHA!!! So I did some of my work and after that, went to take an hour nap before I go to the gym to do my daily work out. After my work out, both of my arms were shaking/shivering as its been quite sometime that I had not go to the gym as there isn't any time for me, but I still do my daily work such as crutches and push-ups before I go to sleep.
Man..after watching Step Up 2, I feel like dancing again as its been a long time since I stopped dancing, but I forgotten all of my moves and steps, but I only remember my moonwalk and toe standing, the one that Michael Jackson do.
That's all about this post..
"Man..
I miss all the smiles and greetings that you gave me last time..
And I also miss your voice...
I hope that we still can talk to each other and greet each other whenever we pass each other..
I hope that I can know you better..
If you don't mind.."
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Past few days..
Didn't have much rest at home because..
Monday, I had my Mother Tongue Mock Exam.
Tuesday, I had remedial early in the morning and have band after remedial. Not only that, I had to go to change my laptop charger and buy my new phone.
Wednesday, had another remedial, but only rest for awhile at home because after that, had dinner outside with my whole family to celebrate my uncle's birthday.
Thursday, went out with Sery, Eelin and Khai Seng to watch a movie, Step Up 2. And I like that show a lot even though I did not watch the first part. After the movie, Khai Seng and I went for alumni practice and we waited for a bus for half an hour and it is raining cats and dogs. On the way to school, met up with Chin Koon and the three of us were quite wet as we need to cross the road without any umbrella. During alumni, played all the difficult pieces that I had never play before and I need to side read it. After Alumni practice, went out with the seniors to Mr Teh Tarik for our dinner, and its been some time that I never had dinner together with the seniors.
Friday, which is today, had performance with and for Bukit Panjang Primary School. All the students were cute as they were all so short and the instruments are all so big. After performing, went to Plaza Singapura to support my friends, Khair and gang, as they were performing for a competition. After that, went back to school and load down all the instruments from the truck to the band store. After that, watch my section having sectional practice with Mr Chua and the Primary school students. Awhile later, Khai Seng and I went to the canteen to have our lunch. Then, Lowell, Azhar, Tiac Woo and Farhan came along, one by one, and all of us chatted a lot. After that, went up to the Hall to see the band and the Primary School Band performing together. After their performance, all the seniors went up to the band room to cool down while the band and the Primary School Students played games in the Hall. On the way to the Hall to help my section to bring up the percussion instruments, Mrs Chia called both Khai Seng and I to bring down Marimba, Vibraphone and a Glockenspiel stand as Mrs Chee wanted to borrow them. After everything was done, as in instruments are put back and the borrow of instruments are being lent to, I pack my bag and went home as I was in a rush back as I need to go out for another dinner to celebrate my sister's Chinese birthday.
WOWW!!! What a week..Futhurmore..I am going to cut my hair tomorrow, and I am super tired.
So..That's it..and I am starting to be happy again.
*"scold glenn": you better stop spamming and once I found out who it is, you are dead. And I am dead serious.*
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Finally..
Got my new phone today and I was totally happy, but not 100% happy. Instead, I was 20% happy, but 80% still sad because of total depression. It improve by 10% though. After getting my phone, went to have dinner outside, but I forgotten where is the place. LOL!!!
Before getting my phone, Eelin came over to my place to do her project work because she doesn't have Microsoft Powerpoint at her home. While she was doing her project, she ask me to help her solve a Maths question, and I tried and tried, but I still could not solve it and I gave up.
Gonna miss my old phone because its the best phone ever because its easy to use and easy to press, but I must get the hang of my new phone because I wanted it so much.
So..That's all I gonna say..
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Yesterday..
Was my sister's birthday..And my family and I went to Singapore Flyer to celebrate, but its was fine and I wanted to sleep because the ride is super slow. Its a 30 mins ride. Before that, my sister had band practice and I wait for her in the band store, but around 2.30pm, I asked Khai Seng to follow me and walk around the school because I don't want to let Mr Chua see me or I must practice with the Sec 2s.
When we went to the street soccer court area, Khai Seng and I challenge on how many pull ups can we do, but I lost because I had muscle cramps on my arm-pit area there. After a short while, we called Farhan and Deon down to play soccer with the Sec 1s, but we played a short while as playing together with the Sec 1s is kinda boring. SO we went to the canteen to have ourselves a drink. After that, Deon, Kai Wen, Khai Seng and I went to the concourse to see Haizul, Hisyam, Tiac Woo and Liyana play a board game, which I do not know to spell. Its a game that you use a circle thing to shoot all the small circle thing into four holes, its like pool.
After that, all of us went up to the band store to cool down. Farhan was playing his PSP with other band members and Khai Seng and I were talking and I was hearing my music. After talking, Khai Seng went out to play with Kai Wen and gang.
A few hours later, I went to look for Khai Seng and I met up with Khair because he was looking for Haizul, so the both of us went to the street soccer court to look for them and we finally found them playing soccer with Haziq and gang. Awhile later, I substitute with Samuel as he wanted to change and Khair substitute with one Sec 1 or 2 guy. We played a hell of a game that made all of us panting like hell. My team, Deon, Khai Seng, Khair and I, won over Haziq's team, and the next team who played with us was Samuel's team. But this time, we lost and Haziq's team came in, but Haizul was playing together with the other team, so I played with Haziq's team then while Khair and Deon went to buy some drinks.
After my sister's Meet-the-Parent Session was over, my dad called me and rush back to the band store from the the street soccer court. And my skin on the side of my small toe pilled and I could not walk properly.
After my sister and I took our baths at home, we went to the Singapore Flyer. Here is some pictures I took when I was in the Capsule:
After that, we went to Popeye to eat and is way better than KFC and the amount of food is more than KFC plus the price is cheaper. The chicken is piping hot and super juicy. The fries is super better.
After everything, we all went home.
OK..that's all about yesterday and after some of you who read my blog, you all thought I am happy, but I am 90% sad and 10% happy. But it improve by 5% because last time I was 95% sad and 5% happy.
So..That's all I gonna say..
MAN..
I can't eat or sleep or even do anything..
Because..
Day and Night..
I kept blaming myself of the things that I should not do that made you stay away from me..
I miss your smiles and your voice..
Now I never see you smile in front of me or even talk to me face to face..
I really hope you can give me a chance..
As..
I am a change person now..
I really hope you can give me a chance..
PLEASE!!!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Another day still the same feeling. I mean the depressed feeling. Trying to overcome it, but fail again, so I must act happy again today.
Today, had band practice and my senior, Melvin, came the second time but today, he came together with Fong Zun. the percussion section area is damn squizzy as today, all the percussionists came and finally all of them came without any absentees. After the main band practice today, went to look at the other band members doing punishment as the Sec 4s and 5s had already step down, so all of us do not need to do any. After waiting for quite some time after they finished their punishment, Khai Seng and I went to KFC to pack some food and eat in the band room as today is the first Alumni practice since last year.
Today had fun in Alumni. At first, I thought that I am going to play solo, but luckily Khai Seng could stay and help me.
Had fun today in Alumni, but don't know why I am still feeling depressed...That's all about today.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Hey people...
Today all of you saw me happy and cheerful right? But actually I was acting because I am still feeling depressed and moodless becuase of the happenings in the past few days that I had and still cannot forget it. Seems like the more I forget of the bad moments, I will remember more of the bad moments and seems that I can't get rid of it. It really hurts me a lot. Nowadays, I can't really sleep, eat or do anything fun.
So thats it people..
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Hey people..this is my very first ppost in blogger after since staying in Livejournal for a few months, but I really do appreciate you people on reading my blog..Thank You all so much..
So do link me people..and also tag me...
Gonna miss Livejournal