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Hey Y'all...
News Flash!!!
I need all of your support for _____ to ____ me
Purpose: root me for getting _____
Reward: A treat from me
Number of people: up to my discretion
Conditions to apply:to be personally reviewed and approved by me
PLEASE!!! I really need all your support!!! And do help me pray!!!
And Please!!! Tag if you are helping me!!! Thank you so much for the help!!!
Every tag that you all tag counts the support and prayers y'all giving me!!! PLEASE TAG!!!
Thursday, June 26, 2008
"Thinking"...Will I get this chance??? Will I ever this very last chance???
I am saying all this is because that its meaningless for me to live without ____. I swear that when ____ accept me, I will treasure ____ to the very end. ___ are part of my life. Without ____, I am nothing... Hope ___ do accept me!!! Because I truly "strawberry" _____!!! The only thing I asking is to accept me. Once if you do, I can concentrate on my studies better than ever before. I "strawberry" _____!!! And really really, in a million times, misses ____!!!!
For those who know what I mean by "strawberry", you know what I am saying...LOL!!!
That's all I gonna say...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Today...
Was the very last day of Adam Khoo's Enrichment programme. The schedule today was the same as yesterday but its fun and funny, and the same thing again, we laughed our hearts out, and today we did a lot of physical work and making our own mind map. During the closing ceremony, my parents did not came because wasn't feeling very good and my dad need to take care of her, the starting was fine and funny, but once came to the ending part, the story that Leroy shared with us, some of us cried as it was too touching and sad. I controlled my tears this time and it works, but when it came when some of us went up to tell our parents how much we love them and apologise of the things we done, I started to cry when the first speaker went up to say his story to his parents, and he is one of my friends, as his story was so sad and touching. when it came to one of my classmates turn, i cried non-stop as I really pity him as his father had passed away and the only person who was there for him was his mum. I am sorry. After his speech, I stopped crying.
After the ceremony, most of us went home with our eyes and nose red, and after this enrichment programme, I felt that I am a changed person.
So that's all I gonna say...
I really hope ____ could be right by my side...
As I will treasure ___ til the very end...
I swear...
And I really really really miss ___ a lot
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Today...
Was quite fed-up with a few of my classmates in the morning for not helping me. During the Adam Khoo enrichment, this time, its much better than yesterday which made all of us laugh all of our organs out because of the jokes and funny moments that the trainers shared with us. But one thing that made all of feeling down, one of the trainers asked us to cover our eyes and imagine what he is saying, which made most of the pupils in the room cried including me. I tried to hold my tears extremely hard, but in the end, I can't hold any longer and started crying. Luckily the room was super dark and I was sitting at the back so one can see me. HEHEHE!!! Because heard its embarrassing for a tough guy to cry. And tonight's dinner is better yesterday's dinner, which almost made me want to puke.
That's all I gonna say y'all..
I really totally miss ____ a lot...
And I ___ after looking at ____...
Really hope ___ can be right by my side...
Monday, June 23, 2008
Today was the first day of the end of the holidays and the school has reopened.
During the holidays, didn't have much fun as was busy studying to buck up my results after what happened for my Mid-year Examinations. Went to band for relaxation and will be the last until after O levels, and also went out with my closest friends.
Today, had no lessons but had the Adam Khoo enrichment course. The enrichment programme was fun and all of us had laughed our hearts out, but was kinda sleepy during the programme.
Still got another two more days left...
So that's it about today...
I totally miss ____ like hell...
Hoping ___ can be by my side...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Since after getting my Joey Jordison Signature Drum Sticks, hearing and practicing Slipknot songs, and finding Slipknot Drum Tabs...I wish I can have a Pearl, Slipknot Custom-made, drum set, with Paiste and Paiste Rude Cymbals, Remo drum heads/skins, and also a Joey Jordison Signature Pearl Snare. Here are the pictures...
And here is the full description of the drum set and cymbals: (' " '=inch)
Pearl MMX Masters Series Drums:
Drums - Diamond Burst with Black Hardware
10x8" Tom
12x9" Tom
13x10" Tom
14x12" Tom
16x16" Floor Tom
18x16" Floor Tom
22x18" Bass Drum (x2)
14x12" FFX championship marching Snare
13x6.5" Signature Snare Drum
Cymbals - Paiste (with White Powdercoating and Slipknot logo)
14" 2002 Wild Hi-Hats
13" Signature Heavy Hi-Hats
20" 2002 Power Ride
19" Rude Wild Crash
18" Rude Wild Crash
17" Rude Wild Crash
21" 2002 Wild China
15" 2002 Wild China
18" Rude China
10" Signature Splash
8" Signature Splash
6" Signature Splash
13" Signature Mega Cup Chime I really do wish i can get my hands on this drum set and also Drum Shields, a.k.a, sound prove chamber. And most and most of all, I really hope that _____ can accept me because I really miss ____ so damn much...cross my heart...I am...
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Finally got my Joey Jordison Signature Series Ahead Drumstick....
Today, went out with my parents to Redhill for lunch and after that, went to Henderson Building where the sticks are sold. Feeling very excited and happy when my mum said that we are going there.
When we reached the building and the shop and gotten my sticks, the shop owner introduced himself to us and talked a lot about drums, drummers coming to Singapore, drum festivals that are going to be held in Singapore, and also the cheapest sound prove chamber that can be moved everywhere, as in only from one place to another when we moved house. The sound prove chamber is totally sound prove as when I stood in front of the chamber, I could not hear my dad talking.
Can't wait to test it on a real drum...HEHEHE!!!
That's all I gonna say...
Totally ____ U!!! A LOT!!!
*Thinking*
6/12/2008 12:55:00 AMThese past few days...
The feelings I had its getting better, but sad thing is that I cannot come back for band when school reopens, and its because I also want to buck up my studies as my Mid-year results is super bad.
During these few days, also thinking of whether I should ____or should I not ____ to "someone" after hearing two great news. But some how, I feel like ____ that "someone" but I don't know when its the right time to. I hope its sooner and good so I could concentrate well on my O levels.
That's all I gonna say...
"To those band members going to OBS later in Philippines, all the best and must see y'all back in Singapore on the 23rd of June...LOL!!! Bon Voyage!!! Take Care!!!"
IMY soooo much...
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Moving on to the bright side bit by bit...
6/04/2008 10:33:00 PMHey Y'all...
Though y'all saw me happy today, actually, I am still a little moody, but still trying to move to the bright side. After I apologised to some of my friends yesterday, I felt a little ease, but is still not enough as I think there are still more people to apologise after what I did to make them stay away from me.
If I don't apologise to y'all personally or to y'all face-to-face, and if y'all read my blog, I am here to apologise to y'all for being an irritating person, annoying person and naive person. Because without y'all, I won't be what I am today. Whether y'all hate me or not, I am still here to apologise.
I appreciate for y'all for reading my blog and understandings. Because without friends, it is meaningless to live...
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
What Have I Done!!!
6/03/2008 08:20:00 PMTell me Y'all...What have I exactly done that made y'all stay away from me??? I really want to know why..PLEASE!!! On my knees, I am begging y'all to tell me why, so I can change myself to a better person!!!
This feeling of loneliness really hurts and made my day worse, I don't want the friendship we are having to fade away because of my stupid character or attitude. I want to have a peaceful friendship with y'all. REALLY!!! I don't want to graduate from this school with hurtful memories.
Today, went out with Eelin to get my cap and some graduation gifts, but didn't have much mood when I went out today, and I thought when I went out today, may allow me to cheer up after getting my cap, and it did cheer me up a little. But when I reach back home, the feeling of "Emo" has come back. But Thank You Eelin for the company!!!!
I really really do hope y'all can tell me what have I done. I am willing to hear the things that I had done to y'all to stay away from me. Please!!!
Monday, June 2, 2008
I am Sorry!!!
6/02/2008 12:26:00 PMPast few days...
Didn't had much mood after I went for the POP performance at Deyi Secondary School last Thursday or should I say, didn't had any mood at all before and after going for the POP performance from the NCOs. Don't know what is wrong with me??? Is it because I had been an annoying person, irritating person, naive person to my friends??? If I am, I am truly sorry, deep down my heart and on my knees, I am really really sorry and I hope that the friendship in us can last forever. It isn't the same as it use to be since I first get to know you guys.
This feeling in me is like making me to stay away from you guys, including the Band and the Alumni Band. And also, this feeling hurts me until it made me cried. To some of you all, you all may be happy if I am not there at all.
Losing friendship is easy than to gain back the friendship, but from what I think, losing friendship is hurts more and gaining friendship is like starting a new life, and I don't want this to happen as being lonely, the feeling will not be the same and the feeling sucks to the core, without any friends.
I really really hope that we could get back together as friends, and I am willing to change whatever attitude I am to get back the friendship we had. I am begging you all on my knees to accept my apologise as I really don't want to lose any friends.