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Past few days...
Didn't had much mood after I went for the POP performance at Deyi Secondary School last Thursday or should I say, didn't had any mood at all before and after going for the POP performance from the NCOs. Don't know what is wrong with me??? Is it because I had been an annoying person, irritating person, naive person to my friends??? If I am, I am truly sorry, deep down my heart and on my knees, I am really really sorry and I hope that the friendship in us can last forever. It isn't the same as it use to be since I first get to know you guys.
This feeling in me is like making me to stay away from you guys, including the Band and the Alumni Band. And also, this feeling hurts me until it made me cried. To some of you all, you all may be happy if I am not there at all.
Losing friendship is easy than to gain back the friendship, but from what I think, losing friendship is hurts more and gaining friendship is like starting a new life, and I don't want this to happen as being lonely, the feeling will not be the same and the feeling sucks to the core, without any friends.
I really really hope that we could get back together as friends, and I am willing to change whatever attitude I am to get back the friendship we had. I am begging you all on my knees to accept my apologise as I really don't want to lose any friends.