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"Sigh"
Think I am going to fail to reach back the bright side. Seriously, I am really really trying my very best to reach back the bright side, but I think I may not reach it soon and I may stay in this total darkness for a long time. Though y'all might see me laughing, smiling and all, actually I am trying to get over the depression I am having, but after that, the darkness comes back. If y'all want to scold me beat me, whack me because of me being depression (A.K.A) EMO!!! Y'all may do so because maybe I could reach back to the bight side.
Thought after watching some videos of my #1 Idol, Joey Jordison, and also Slipknot and RoadRunners video and practicing my sticking and all might cheer me up, but after watching them and practice, awhile later, the darkness comes back again. "Deep Sigh"
I really want to get this darkness away, but how??? I really want it to go.
One more thing that bothers me most is whether "Should I" or "Should I not"...(If those who know what am I talking about..I need your advice and all) PLEASE!!!
That's it....
ILY!!!