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I really want to go back to 2008!! I really miss my Secondary School life!!! I don't want it to go away!!! I miss all my friends who are always there for me!! I don't want to go to the course that I am appointed to!! I am worried that I can't do well to change the course I want after my first year as whenever I want to go somewhere, I can't get in!!! ARGHHH!!! I really hope I can change!!! And I got to know that I won't be in the same class as my 2008 classmate!!
I am scared that I am being influence by bad company as when I went for the orientation on the 13th of April, I saw most of the students are wild and won't have the heart to learn and study from the way I see them!!! ARGHHHH!!! I WANT TO CHANGE AFTER MY FIRST YEAR!!! AND I HOPE I REALLY CAN!!! Can I get this chance please!!! For the sake of my future!!!
I am stress for my first day as I really don't know whether to attend for practical class as on my time-table, it stated that I only attend only on even weeks and I am a person who doesn't like to miss lessons!!! If I do, I will hate myself for doing that!!! *STRESS!!! STRESS!!! STRESS!!!* I want to study hard so that I can change!!!
Last night, when I am off to bed, I can't sleep as I am feeling worried, scared and stress about my Poly life!!! After watching some television around 1am, I really went off to bed!!! MAN!!! The stressfulness, worriedness and the fear is worse than taking my O levels results and doing my O levels!!! And the feeling that I had last night, almost made me wanted to tear!!! I really really really need guidance and support from the new people around me and also my dad's friend's son as I was told that he was asked whether he wanted to change course, but instead, he don't want and he wish to stay in Nursing!!!
Man!! Hope my poly life will go through smoothly!!!! *Staring nothing but the open air*
I really need someone to talk to and borrow his/her shoulder to lean on right now!!