In my heart now...all I can think of is you!! I cant really study even though my exams are just these three days!! Seriously, you really brighten up my day especially today when i first opened our message! really!! i cant stop laughing about it! you really give me motivations to do things that i wont do!! Its only a day that we didn't talk and it makes me feel that i left out something throughout my entire life!! I REALLY MISS YOU!! i finally found out that you are the one that will give me happiness and always be by my side!! i don't know whether are we really compatible or you just want us to be close friends!! i seriously do want to know what you are thinking right now!! but all the matter is that...I just want to be with you!! you mean everything to me right now!! all of this i said are all from my small little heart! however...this little heart will grow bigger when i am with you!! i know you are not ready!! but no matter....i will wait for you!! even though i wooed many girls before but somehow they don't really belong to me. when i first met you...i felt something that really brings us together!! but i dont what it is!! but all i hope is that we could be together!! I will wait for you!! and if we are together...you will be my first love that i ever had in my entire 19 years of my life and i will...cross my heart...treasure and love you till I step out of this world!!
I really really miss you!! :(
*SOB SOB SOB* End of Year one!! Can we stay what we are next semester???!!!
WOOOOOW!! Its been a very very very very very long time that I didn't update my blog!! Seems dead!! Even the blogskin is still the same!!! However, I think this blog is like my personal diary!!! Because seems like no one will come and see it!! No matter what, I am gonna post!!!
Finally exams are over however its also the end of my first year in NP!!! Most of all, I gonna miss all my class mates in T11 like my brother, Suffian, who has always been there for me when I am in need, Fidy, Qiao Ling, Ain, Zenice, Stephanie, James, Kang Meng, and some others!!! Really gonna miss all those fun that we had spent!!! Even though I just mixed with Fidy's group during 2nd Semester or should I say at the end of 1st Semester!! Not only that, I am going to miss my L03 friends like my mummy and brother, Hafizah and Firdaus, and Suffian's darling, also Hafizah, Sara, my godsis, Pearle, Andrew and their group, who I always love to spend my time with, mostly is Firdaus who has been guiding me along during lectures and brightens up my day with his jokes and teases!!! Gonna miss those best times!!! Without them, I won't be what I am today!! Oh yeah!! Not to mention that, I gonna miss Susila and Reubban, who always brightens up my day!!! Thank you guys for all those great memories!!! Really appreciate it even though we had some little conflict or fight in between during our first year, but I won't forget you all even if we have to change class or lectures next semester, because you guys are the best!!! *SOB SOB SOB* If it is not for you guys, I will confirm will change my course next semester rather than staying in Nursing!! You guys made me stay and make me feel that Nursing in L03 and T11 is my second home!!!
I also want to apologize if I had treat you guys badly and hurt you guys!! Really sorry and I wish I could take all those back!!! You guys ROCK!!! Especially spending my final time with the two Firdaus and Suffian playing soccer after our last paper!!! Hope there is another soccer game!! If have, do remember to call me!! I will try my best to be there!!!
Now, I am waiting for my class, T11, class outing at East Coast Park!!! Gonna spend every single moment preciously together before we don't see each other!!! And I have to personally apologise to my brother, Suffian, for not able to stay overnight!!! I really do want to stay but I have no choice!!! Think you should know about it!!! REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY BRO!!!
In my mind now, I really really wish that we do not need to change and stay what we are now until we graduate!!! Its like breaking us apart!! And I don't want that!!! I guess you guys out there too don't want to change!!! REALLY GONNA MISS YOU ALLL!!!!!
What a f@!#ing start of the new year I have..seriously...
First of all...receive a bad news from my friend which made me lost hope in myself and started to make me cry just before I was about to tuck into bed. When I woke up on the next day, became sick. Feeling Nausea and Feverish. Moments later, my friend texted me telling me that its all a joke. So after hearing that, I felt kinda better. So I did have a proper sleep. Today, when I went to facebook, I saw something that is not suppose to be known, so all those joke was a lie? Is it?
Doesn't matter what happen, I just wanna say my final sentence that the Glenn you know, will no longer be the same again. Even no though how hard you try to cheer me up, I will still stay as emo as ever. Thanks for the "joke"! Was having about to have a peaceful recovery, but it seems its not! So for now, I will just walk alone!
